So in the last 18 months I've grown a hell of a lot and have become more me than I've ever been, I feel comfortable with who I am, and where I'm going, and who I'm going to get there with, and I'm happy I'm building something more meaningful with my life rather than just coasting along not achieving anything which has been the way is has for me for about 10 years now. I'm a dreamer, always have been but never have the dreams felt so attainable as they do right now, I feel like I could capture the universe in my hand and really achieve enlightenment or at the very least greatness in myself, which is extremely refreshing.
I've had so much hardship and stuff go wrong these last 18 months but I can't help but feel like it's all been leading me to this moment in time, sure I'm still short of money and I'm still in pain all of the time but now that I have this feeling of attainability, it doesn't feel like it's in vain and I can actually do something meaningful with my life.
As bad as it has been I don't regret it because of where I am now and what I have laid out in front of me and I think it's hard to see what's happened as a negative because of it. (p.s. if you don't know what has happened to me in the last year or so read this that should tell you what you need to know) I know my blogs have been a bit self servicing lately but I've been going through a hell of a lot of changes and now that I feel happy again I think I can get back to my regular scheduled programming of complete nonsense and random thoughts like this one, "Custard is dessert gravy"
Cheers,
Vikinghammer
Cheers,
Vikinghammer
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